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Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
Why am I so laid back even though I know I should not be?
I've got a marketing report to write. I'm almost there.
There's like 20% left before it's completely complete. But I've got a meeting on Thursday and I've got to compile all this shit with what my other group members shit so I really should be doing the damn report but I'm not. Cos I dont feel like it.
Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
I do not go to church on Sundays. Nor do I read the bible as often as I should. I sometimes doubt whats in it and I sometimes doubt if there is a God. I sometimes doubt if my religion is the right one. I sometimes doubt my friend's religion if its the right one. I sometimes wish I was more religious. Like my loved ones. I sometimes wish I'd get a sign. Out of nowhere. Out of existence. And existence's sake. Of proof that there is something to look forward to once all this is good and done for. I sometimes wish I have faith. Faith that I sometimes have. But mostly dont. Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
Im not one to be able to show my love freely. I always and almost always fail to tell the people I love that I love them. Even though it burns real deep inside like a raging fire that I know will never go out. I still cannot seem to find the words. the perfect timing. the courage. to tell them how i feel. I know I should. because life is short. and someday when i will finally find all the words, the perfect timing, the courage to say it, it will all be but too late. but i just cant. i do not understand why myself. why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
Sometimes I wish I was someone else. Not entirely. But in different parts. I sometimes wish I was a better person. Who is loving, kind, caring and understanding to the people I know and love and also the people i do not know alike. Sometimes I wish I was a more outstanding person. Someone with wit, skills, brains, brawn rather than being a nobody, weak, dumb. I sometimes wish I've experienced more to this life. See the world. Travel it. Embrace it. Live life to the fullest. To the edge. To live as only a man can ever dream of. Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am? To be really honest, I do not know. But what I do know is this.
I am who I am, yesterday, today, tommorow the same.
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