Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
Why am I so laid back even though I know I should not be?
I've got a marketing report to write. I'm almost there.
There's like 20% left before it's completely complete. But I've got a meeting on Thursday and I've got to compile all this shit with what my other group members shit so I really should be doing the damn report but I'm not. Cos I dont feel like it.
Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
I do not go to church on Sundays. Nor do I read the bible as often as I should. I sometimes doubt whats in it and I sometimes doubt if there is a God. I sometimes doubt if my religion is the right one. I sometimes doubt my friend's religion if its the right one. I sometimes wish I was more religious. Like my loved ones. I sometimes wish I'd get a sign. Out of nowhere. Out of existence. And existence's sake. Of proof that there is something to look forward to once all this is good and done for. I sometimes wish I have faith. Faith that I sometimes have. But mostly dont. Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
Im not one to be able to show my love freely. I always and almost always fail to tell the people I love that I love them. Even though it burns real deep inside like a raging fire that I know will never go out. I still cannot seem to find the words. the perfect timing. the courage. to tell them how i feel. I know I should. because life is short. and someday when i will finally find all the words, the perfect timing, the courage to say it, it will all be but too late. but i just cant. i do not understand why myself. why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am?
Sometimes I wish I was someone else. Not entirely. But in different parts. I sometimes wish I was a better person. Who is loving, kind, caring and understanding to the people I know and love and also the people i do not know alike. Sometimes I wish I was a more outstanding person. Someone with wit, skills, brains, brawn rather than being a nobody, weak, dumb. I sometimes wish I've experienced more to this life. See the world. Travel it. Embrace it. Live life to the fullest. To the edge. To live as only a man can ever dream of. Why am I the way I am?
Why am I the way I am? To be really honest, I do not know. But what I do know is this.
I am who I am, yesterday, today, tommorow the same.
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4 comments:
1. Hai
2. Why you changed the layout?
3. Why why why why why why why.
4. Am i one of your loved ones and do you love me. what about long belly. and your doggies, and the lost bibits.
5. Tis normal to lose motivation to do uni work, esp since the sem is almost over but you can do it. Word.
6. Tis normal to question religion, even religious ppl question their religion sometimes, faith is hard always have because humans always wants concrete belief.
7. You are the way you are only because you let yourself be that way. Am i making sense? ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE YOURSELF FOR THE BETTER. only you can prevent forest fire.
8. word. You are not weak/dumb/nobody. Its not to late to experience life. You never stop experiencing life until the day you die. Every day is a new experience. Try to open up to more things, things you usually don't do.
9. Emo li.
10. Bai.
Word. Maka i post that crap cos nothing else to write. That was random-o. Wordo. Ur lame. Maka i've figured everything out already. I think i've found the answer to the meaning of life. But it doesnt apply to everyone. Too bad. Word. Seacrest pout!
word. share plz.
Yeaaaaa.... First time seeing Roy being emo. Life is so unique that each of us are threading a path that is full of infinite combinations. This is better than playing a game developed by Electronic Arts (EA). Of course there are ups and downs, but through it all, we'll always find a way about/through it.
So, Green Hill? =P LOL
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